I shut a lot of people out when I’m depressed. I don’t tell my boyfriend when I’m sad, and I make sure to fake a smile for my mom every once in a while. My sibling and grandparent don’t know that I’m like this regardless, and I always seem to update my Facebook in a cheery manner.
The only ones I let in are you guys. Maybe it’s just easier for me to write out my emotions or something, I don’t know.
It’s getting hard to type or speak or communicate in general, so I should shut up and watch a movie I like.