they’re getting to be concerning. They’re short messages now. “Don’t stop.” “Keep going.”
“Hurt her.”
I visited my therapist, and she wants me to see the psychiatrist ASAP. So, tomorrow, I have to make an appointment. I really hope it’s stress-related. Otherwise, getting off of the risperidone is a bad thing… It’s making the voices come back, and I don’t like it. I really don’t like it.
I’m scared. I don’t want the voices to control me. I don’t want to be afraid of them anymore. I wish they would just leave me alone.
Fusion: 
I wish they’d leave you alone too; I hope you can get a psych appointment and some good help asap.
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I couldn’t get a psych appointment right away. It’s on May 21st. I’ll have to wait it out until then.
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Ack, I hate that so much. It happened to me last year.
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Yeah, it’s no fun! And then they want you to wait until you’re mentally exhausted and emotionally drained. -__-
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I have regular ones now and I think I’m on their permanent list to phone if earlier appointments become available.
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Oh, you’re lucky.
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I pay money I can’t afford for it
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Ahh, that stinks. D: I have insurance that covers it. It’s a blessing, but I can’t go and pick whoever I want either.
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