they’re getting to be concerning. They’re short messages now. “Don’t stop.” “Keep going.”
I visited my therapist, and she wants me to see the psychiatrist ASAP. So, tomorrow, I have to make an appointment. I really hope it’s stress-related. Otherwise, getting off of the risperidone is a bad thing… It’s making the voices come back, and I don’t like it. I really don’t like it.
I’m scared. I don’t want the voices to control me. I don’t want to be afraid of them anymore. I wish they would just leave me alone.