They’re stressing me out and I’ve noticed that I’m starting to have some hallucinations again. They’re faint whispers and peculiar odors, but that’s all so far. I think one of the voices I heard was Thayer, but I’m not sure as to what he was saying, other than he’s back.
He has a soft whisper, in case you couldn’t tell. He’s the only hallucination I can deal with right now, and I’m terrified that Tristan is going to come back and say a lot of nasty things towards me. I want to see my doctor. I don’t know if it’s stress or if it’s because my medication is lowered. Either way, I think I might need to schedule an appointment for me next week. I’d hate to do it, but I need to do it.
I just don’t want a repeat of last summer, and I want to break down crying, but I’m in public. I don’t know. It’s scaring me though.