But I really don’t feel useful on this blog. I don’t like not knowing what to post. I could talk about meds and I can talk about books and stuff. I just can’t talk about everything that I want to because there’s been nothing going on. And I feel useless because of that.
And it’s not helping my moods. I’ve been down lately, and it’s not to the point where I want to self-harm. It’s just to the point of not wanting to exist. I think I’ll meditate today and see if that helps. And if it doesn’t… Well, I have until Wednesday to wait. Then I can talk to my therapist.
Excuse my pessimistic attitude, but I feel shitty.