I want to quit working. I was doing so good, but as always, someone had to go and ruin the experience for me. She’s a bully, and she treats me different than anyone else. I don’t know if it’s because I’m one of those people that are an “Obvious Christian” — you know, I don’t normally swear, drink, smoke… That kind of thing — or if it’s because I act proper. (Let’s just say that the place I work involves people being illiterate and such.)
She yelled at me and treated me with disrespect. I don’t know why, but she did. It affected me yesterday (You know, my mood changes rapidly) and today. I didn’t want to get out of bed and I didn’t want to go to school. I didn’t want to live, really. With my sibling and my mother arguing, that made me feel a lot worse than when I did. I want to cry so bad, but where do you go and cry when you have to listen to important lectures…?
I think I want to search for another job. I don’t like working fast food anyways. It’s not good for my mental health. It’s too stressful, and I almost had panic attacks at times. I need something slower and more routine-oriented than fast food. I’ve only had this job for a month, and I need to move on.