Work is Depressing Me.

I want to quit working.  I was doing so good, but as always, someone had to go and ruin the experience for me.  She’s a bully, and she treats me different than anyone else.  I don’t know if it’s because I’m one of those people that are an “Obvious Christian” — you know, I don’t normally swear, drink, smoke… That kind of thing — or if it’s because I act proper.  (Let’s just say that the place I work involves people being illiterate and such.)

She yelled at me and treated me with disrespect.  I don’t know why, but she did.  It affected me yesterday (You know, my mood changes rapidly) and today.  I didn’t want to get out of bed and I didn’t want to go to school.  I didn’t want to live, really.  With my sibling and my mother arguing, that made me feel a lot worse than when I did.  I want to cry so bad, but where do you go and cry when you have to listen to important lectures…?

I think I want to search for another job.  I don’t like working fast food anyways.  It’s not good for my mental health.  It’s too stressful, and I almost had panic attacks at times.  I need something slower and more routine-oriented than fast food.  I’ve only had this job for a month, and I need to move on.

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