It’s been a while, at least to me. I’ve been doing good and I’ve seen to recover from that weight thing by myself. I haven’t weighed myself in a couple of days, and I’m not as obsessive as it when I wanted to lose weight. I want to lose it in a healthy way.
As for mental health things, I’m suddenly dealing with a lot of anxiety. When my boyfriend said something about video chatting, I started shaking and couldn’t breathe. I know this could be a side effect of Abilify, and I hope it could be treated with something more than a pill as needed (they make me tired and I can’t deal with it).
I’ve had no hallucinations so far, and that’s a great thing. I also found out that I can adopt if my schizoaffective disorder is under control. I would love to adopt a bouncing baby boy, and I have some names picked out for him. I also might adopt a little girl as well, but I’ve got to be in check with my symptoms.
I’ve got my first job, and I’m really stoked about that. I don’t think it’d be much stress, regardless of the fact that it’s fast food related. I believe I’m going to be a cashier, and I’m totally fine with it. I’m nervous because orientation is Monday. I get to see who I’m working with, so that will be interesting.
But these are things that have been happening, and I’m happy where I am right now. If you told me a year ago that things would be alright, I wouldn’t believe you. But… I’m happy. Very happy.