I set up a twitter in case you guys want to contact me in another way, and I think I might make a facebook as well. You can find my twitter here, and I’ll post about life and stuff regularly. It’s not all going to be about mental health. I may post about my boyfriend, or I might show my face. I used to have a blog on here, whose username escapes me, and I know at least 1 person will recognize me.
I don’t mind that though. It’s because I feel safe here and I trust you all with my secrets. If I didn’t, I wouldn’t tell you guys about my schizoaffective disorder, eating habits, and other things.
In other news, I am going out of town in 2 weeks. I haven’t drastically hallucinated and I only heard 1 voice so far after getting switched off of the 3 mgs of risperidone to 1.5 mgs. The abilify is working so good, and I’m glad I found a drug that does it all. What does this have to do with going out of town? I’m seeing my boyfriend, and usually, I hallucinate around him, especially when I leave him. I want to see if the abilify has helped that.
I’m really excited about seeing my boyfriend though. My heart skips beats just thinking about that. I’ve decided to tell him about my schizoaffective disorder through the letter I wrote him. I’m convinced he wouldn’t mind, but I also want to know how this changes our relationship. Maybe it won’t. I wouldn’t know. I have to wait and see.
I don’t know what else to write about, so here’s what I’m thinking about doing: I’m thinking about taking questions about schizoaffective disorder. Ask me about my moods, thoughts, paranoid delusions (trust me, I’ve had some), hallucinations, etc. I have nothing to hide, and I want to do this so that people can learn schizophrenia and bipolar disorder isn’t all bad. That’s just how I am.
So, that’s about all I have for you guys today. Sorry, I’m not all that exciting right now. The worst is over, and I’m so relieved that it is.