Yep, I took a class to learn more about myself. What class is that? Abnormal psychology.
I have to write a paper, and now, I’m choosing to write about schizophrenia. I’m doing this to gain a better understanding about my new disorder. I was told it wasn’t my fault and that my brain can’t turn a certain switch off. It’s my brain’s fault, basically. Well, I want to see what makes me tick. I want to know what is affecting me. What parts of my brain don’t work all that great? What part of my brain is different compared to another person’s brain? I want to know.
So, I think it’s good that I’m doing this research project. I want to do this so that I can share this with my boyfriend and have some evidence to say, “Listen, it’s totally my brain and not me.” I also don’t want to be ignorant about my mental health. The more I know, the more I can feel what’s happening with me. Yeah, I’ve thought this out.