I noticed something. It’s been 2 hours since I’ve felt suicidal, and now, I feel rather bouncy and happy. Something is definitely off. I’ve noticed this for a while, but this is becoming more and more extreme when my meds become more and more effective. So, this is why I’m wondering if I have something other than schizoaffective disorder. I may have something wrong with my personality, and there goes my shot at being normal.
But like I said, this has been happening for a while. I don’t know how to bring this up to my doctor, and I wonder if he’ll take this seriously. I won’t know until I try, huh?