Today is going to be a depressing post, so please bear with me.
I’ve hurt myself for the 3rd time within a week. I feel like crap and the only thing that helps me is showering and cutting. I completely ignored my boyfriend’s texts tonight, and I still feel awful for breaking something out of rage.
My mom is noticing something is wrong with me because I can’t bring myself to smile tonight. I feel awful.
I just want to cry and hurt myself again. I thought the meds were supposed to cure me…